I Am

I got the idea for this post from Shannon over at Eat. Pray, Love. I wish I would of been able to read this post in January, because I think it would of been a fun New Year's post, but I guess the end of March is a good of time as any to evaluate where I am as a person, and where I want to be in the next year. So, here goes!

I Am...

I Am...a work in progress. 

I Want...to be really, truly happy with myself.

I Have...discovered what I want from life, and I am slowly working toward my goals.

I Wish...my sister, Kasie, would come home. I miss her desperately.

I Hate...injustice, and watching people suffer at the hands of someone in power. 

I Fear...that sometimes I'm not being the best mother I can be to my daughter.

I just want to do right by her.

I Hear...the voices inside my head that tell me I'm not good enough.

I'm not pretty enough.

I'm not brave enough.

But, I'm choosing NOT to believe them.

I Search...for God. To find that relationship I once had with Him.

I Wonder...where I will be in 5 years?

10 years?

20 years?

I Regret...so many things. 

But, I realize I am who I am today, because of those things.

I Love...Zoe Deschanel and "New Girl".
These early spring days.
My new sundress.
My family.

I Ache...to be better.

To be all I was meant to be.

I Always...talk too much.
Especially when I'm feeling passionate, nervous, or excited.

I Usually...get worked up about things that nobody else thinks is important.

I Am Not...the girl I was 10 years ago.

I Dance...all the time. 

To the music in my head.

I Sing...all the time.

To the music in my head.

I Never...try to be something I'm not.

What you see is what you get.

Weirdness and all.

I Rarely...answer my phone the first time you call.

It's a problem.

I Cry...when I'm angry.

I Am Not Always...the best student.
I celebrate the weeks I don't put my homework off until the last minute.

I Lose...everything. 

Or throw it away.

Ask Randy.

I'm Confused...in Business Law.

Hands down the hardest class I have EVER taken.  

I Need...my family.

My friends.

My sisters.

I Should...smile more.

Life is too short to be so serious all the time.